no news, that's good news, someone's gonna break. see things change, yeah i've been changing everything. it's peaceful, the pitch black, when the last light on goes out. i'm stranded in my bed, so i think about, the bad luck, the bad blood, that may have come between, two good souls. that's one hell of an offering, so take these gifts, that have been given yes, and ended up with an alphabet but some words are too wrong to define. now the whole world is
waking up, a ribbon cut for the opening. yeah, we all knew that day would arrive. up all night, all upset, outside's growing light. no breakfast, just not much of an appetite. so be cool, and believe, in the things you haven't learned because you've lost and its gone but it will return. now it's all laid out in front of you and thats half murdered the mystery.
are you still too shy, to describe? now the whole world is waking up, a ribbon cut for the opening. yes, finally the day has arrived. so seek and rejoice, fill your hands with something tangible and fly, your own love like a flag. and destroy, the desire for that which is impossible, and accept what you get with a smile..


-B.E.

beautiful, beautiful, beautiful



"So I will turn
black and white
become that horoscope you're reading
it predicts something good is on its way
and then I will send you the world green and blue
in a box through the mail
you can open it up
hold it right in your hand and be glad that it's there
and be glad that you're there
now you can feel all the knots in your stomach start to untie
and suddenly it's not so hard to say you're alright.

Love is real
it is not
just in poetry and stories
it is truth
and it will follow you
everywhere you go from now on
so if you would just cast off your doubt
then your lips would answer for you
oh my darling, when you smile
it is like a song
and I can hear it now."


oh my darling, when you smile when you smile when you smile, it is like a song.

I have butterflies
DDDD

helllo everyone

i haven't been on here in a long time
i always take these long deviant breaks
then suddenly update

Yo!
Today is my momma's birthdayD
I think we were going to go to santa barbera for the day, but now we're just sittin here doing nothing.
I just ate some goat cheese..

Hm It's spring breaak!
gahh schoool starts monday, spring break is soo fail
1 week??
I signed up for AP drawing next year
I am really excited for that, but i didn't sign up for algebra 2... ah i just hope i don't regret that
But alot of the colleges i'm looking into dont really care about math, they just want you to have taken 2 years. sooooo
hmmm
hmmm
hmmm
i'm bored
these journal entries are so pointless
i never write anything worth reading
lolz
WELL ok im just gonna go now
hahahaa

PEEACEEEEEE and love

MYEGGO

Hiiiiii guys
i haven't updated on heree in soo long!

I've been really busy lately with finals and such.
I haven't really been drawing anything lately for myself. Just for my drawing class. For my final we had to make a booklet type thing with different styles of art. Cartooning, portrait, perspective, line technique. It was really fun, and i'm really proud of myself for the finished piece. I spent 2 hours working on the portrait, and it came out realllly well, in my view. I'll probably post it on here pretty soon.

But yeaaaah nothing too exciting going on, i've been working on my driving skills... getting my license on may 19th.. eek.
I think my dad has been pretty traumatized...sitting in the passengers seat and what not..

But i guess i am excited to get my license. Go out whenever i need to .. that is if i ever get access to a car. Those chances don't look to good with my family.

hmmmmmm
It's valentines day!
Hope everyonee is having a beautiful day with their loved one.
I know i am!


with myself.
sad...hahahahaha
not really i'm fine being single, no worries.

WELLL
i want some chocolate!
and strawberries...

BYEEE EVERYONEE!